If we are reading a book in the West, we pick it up and open it by opening the cover from right to left. We then read the first page from top left to right and then downwards. This is not only logical for us, but anything else would be unusual, as if right-handed people had to write with their left hand or vice versa. When I learned Hebrew, it was therefore very strange for me at the beginning to open the Hebrew Old Testament - from our point of view - from the back: that is, to open the cover of the book from left to right and thus to read the last page from top to bottom but from right to left, according to Western custom. Unfamiliar things need practice to become familiar with them. Perhaps you are already or will be in a situation in which something in your job or in a relationship is quite unusual, totally different from what you are used to. Give yourself time to get used to it. And above all: don't give up!
I wish you an extraordinary day!