I’m usually not one to tell people what to do but definitely if you’re struggling and feeling alone know that you are not. Sometimes our friends don’t know what we need. And other times they can’t deliver it when we need it the most. At times like that it’s also hard to stay objective as well but a therapist could help you through some of that. Or meditation maybe. I’m no professional and I’d like that much to be clear but I do know that a check in with yourself, your family members, your friends can save a life. Be kind to yourself. Look out for other. Love without limits those that you care about and who cares about you.