I guess a bad decision is one that lead to a series of or just an event that you regretted. There’s a lot of regret I felt about that day. Yeah here’s a lot of regret from that time period. I feel like I was needlessly dramatic honestly. That coupled with the abuse I had to suffer at home kinda led me to acting out in strange ways. This also happens when you don’t have proper role models. Granted I had my coaches that truly cared about me but I wasn’t open enough to take advantage of the wealth of knowledge and experience they could have shared. Actually I think I was closed off to it. I’m happy I’ve grown.
