Zeanna speaks about how growing up with her mom and step dad were drug addicts and her mom was into witchcraft. She speaks about how she saw abuse happening in the home and how much her mom was depressed and always in bed with meth in her system. She explains how they were into torah keeping and convinced her the name Jesus was evil and she had no chance to be with God if she ate pork,dressed in pants,and cut her hair.She grew up to be angry at God and feeling not worthy to ever go to him because she was convinced she was not valued and perfect. As she became older she was suicidal and depressed rebelling against her parents. She always felt very low because she was called a bastard child and it made her feel unloved. She now has Jesus and has been building up her confidence and now knows how much she is love by God.She encourages people that you are valued and you do matter
