I used to think that I had to be an extreme, either over here or over there. I was either high or low, messy or neat, light or dark, even black or white.. I held onto the belief that since I was a double Gemini and Manifesting Generator that this was all I could be. I had to be more than one thing at the same time. I gave myself the persona of being this or that.
I could not be in the middle, because that would be boring. Who wants to be grey … UGH! Not me! Grey sounds so boring. I’d rather be white or black not grey.
As I kept talking about my existence as this extreme being, I started to realise that the more I kept talking about, the more and more I believed it and so of course it became even more true. (Having the same thought over and over becomes a belief…)
I held onto my black and white principle because I wanted to be so different. I wanted people to notice me, I wanted to be SEEN. You can’t see grey, but you can see black or white, right?
But I fully believe that everything is the way it is and it is all equal - there are no extremes so why was I holding onto my belief that there has to be a difference.
White is black and black is white. Therefore, it is all grey! If you had a set of coloured pencils and then turned them all grey. What would your favourite colour be? You wouldn’t have one, would you? They would be all equal. Even if you started colouring in a picture with them, they would all look the same and you would not even notice how they were affecting you.
But they were still existing, you were still colouring in, but they were not pulling at your likes and dislikes. They were not giving you meaning, there were just existing.
So how do we just exist, if we see everything as grey? How can we embrace those feel good feelings if we are not giving extreme attention to the varying colours or levels that were were once using? Listen in and see what I have discovered!
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