My brother was always a big part of the ideal I strived towards. He was unnecessarily rude to me the other day over texts. Who knows why. I reflected on it, after writing out my feelings for him in a 3 thousand words letter, that was often rude and inappropriate, there was no use in sending that to him, when all he deserves is love. And a little straight talk. I only sent it when it felt right to. Who knows if it was. He still hasn’t answered. But I know he loves me to bits too. He’s a softy deep down inside. Truth me told.
