Before sharing the conversation I had with Dominic, the former head of Virtual Reality in Nvidia, I reflect on a few things that have been bothering me. Mainly my attempt at being clear and aware of the things I'm putting my energy in, and how I feel like I'm not sharing that clarity as best as I could.
At the moment, I feel like I haven't been developing the level of knowledge that I want when it comes to the things I'm involved in. I feel like all I know I know superficially, like this general knowledge that can be talked about but can't really be applied, and I'm planning on changing that.
I need to see myself learn more, I need to see myself grow more.
But do I really need to do any of that?
In the episode I mention how I'm constantly trying to optimize my life and the things around me but that isn't really true. I'm just trying to be genuine with myself and the world around me. To move in my life towards what feels right to me, and expand my idea of what's possible.
It was nice to let some of it out. And it was funny for me to see how quickly my view of the things I talked about changed by the time I recorded and when I listened to that recording again.
I want to be more specific, and not so general, even with the things I talk about week to week. Awareness and attention. Clarity.
The journey is still on, let's see where this narrative goes.
