I go through a lot in this one. Last weekend I went to a money management seminar for 2 days and it felt like they were trying to brainwash us a lot of the time. I did learn a lot though.
I also had a weird moment while meditating the other day. I detached myself from the meaning the word "Meaning" had. And realized the only meaning it really has is the meaning I give it. At the end of the day it's just another arrangement of a form of energy we call "Sound". It's a beautiful sense of detatchment, but it also feels scary in a weird way. A part of me really doesn't want to be detached.
I end the episode by going back to one of the first points I start talking about, trying to manage and improve my attention. I deleted whatsapp and instagram for the next two weeks. And I'm watching one movie a day to keep my mind focused on a single thing for an hour and half straight. It's getting better ;)
I can see bunnies outside my window :D
