I'm off to see my brother and his girlfriend in Berlin tomorrow and I'm taking this chance to record maybe the last episode I can in this park. My life is in some form of interlude and I'm waiting to see in which direction it can go.
It feels overwhelming when you build up the things you have to do in life instead of simply sitting down and chipping away at them little by little. And it doesn't help that I've put so many different things on my plate and built such huge expectations of when and how they should be finished.
Leaving notes and tidbits for my future self to take care of when all my future self is getting is busier. Thankfully I took the time to clear away a lot of the clutter in my mind that's been holding me back, and now it's time to continue.
I share more mistakes I made the last few weeks and what I take from them: Don't let your expectation of you think you should decide affect your decision when you're actually in the moment, when new information makes itself clear to you. Trust yourself, stop yourself, and do what's right.
