I feel like a seed under concrete.
Being the type of person ready to push against a city full of potential.
Alongside of that, I realized that a bad feeling was looming over me for the longest time, and after sitting down and focusing on that feeling, I realized it's my relationship to Midnight Wisdom that's causing that. I haven't set limits on my recordings. I haven't set anything to grow against, so how am I supposed to grow?
After a year of free style recording, now I'm going to set different limits on how I'm going to record and how I'm going to upload.
For the next three months, 12 weeks, 12 episodes, I'm going to record single topic episodes that are limited to being 15 minutes long.
After that, who knows what other limits I'll put in place, and how.
But right now, I'm growing against a concrete city, and I'm growing against myself.
Because if I look at where I am right now, there's nothing in the world that can stand in my way except my own self.
I will grow against the concrete.
I share my experience the last two weeks. How I left Hamburg and made it to Berlin.