16.12.2020
This recording started in Koerner park, blue jacket, black t-shirt, and fur hoodie beneath.. It was after I went to Marwan's place, took the package from him, talked, saw two lines, walked back, stood on the edge of water in the park, thought of sacrifice, got an espresso for 1.2 euros and then walked more before going to that park closer to my house with the train, observing everything and being so intense in everything.
I was thinking about Grandfather Gravalli, a conversation with him, a conversation with Anni, a conversation with Harvey. And it was all flowing so well. Taking a walk and thinking is as much writing as anything. And the weather was so crisp and clear. Really beautiful, a chill that didn't take away any of the warmth.
So I speak about my recent experiences and where I am right now. A beautiful thing. Coming into a new moon, waxing at like 7%. Recorded at around 9 pm Wednesday the 16th of December 2020.
I'm grateful for life. I'm grateful for where I am and who I am and my family and the feeling of where it's going. A lot of it because of who and how I am. And I'll try to continue carrying it all with gratitude. Even after seeing so much rejection, it's seems to have aligned everything for me, and it seems to continue doing that. As long as we try and listen, right?
All the best to everyone.
It seems like gratitude is such a powerful thing somehow. To always come from that place of "I'm glad I have what I have, I could lose anything anytime, how much does it really have to do with me that I have all that I have? So thank you for letting me have it. And I'll accept what I can accept graciously."
That's all I have to say.
