Recorded Tuesday 22.06.2021 I had to remind myself I’m Ok, while I was writing The Vessels of God. It was therapeutic, as I sat in my reclining Ikea chair. Naming it all. A moment of interruption to listen back. But it’s just about patterns, naming them, feeling like you have to satisfy certain things in yourself before you can move on to something higher. Sometimes it is fine, really. And you need to leave yourself to that. Other times, you do the small things you can to find your strength, then you continue.