31.12.2023 writing this on 01.01.2024 19:19 pm. Ashraf and I went to the gym, came back home, made him a hot bath and food and then we played ps4. He was carrying too much and I wasn’t so comfortable. So much for unconditionally loving people. I think she should finish his training and his degree. He asked me some weird things and I found him generally much more disconnected than before. Wanted to come barefoot to the gym with me and wanted me to get my backpack out with me to new years eve. And didn’t accept my nos easily.