my poem:
My demons can’t trick me
If I beat them to the scare
Micro-dosing gasoline
Ab-sing my brain like an engine
My heart is my never ending masterpiece
He taught me how to say yes
Pull the trigger and whisper “take it”
You know you want this
“I’m gonna ruin you on purpose,
No lover will love you this hard”
Sometimes greatness is promised but never reached
Sometimes someone is meant to be yours but the timing is off
The price of this life is far too much
The American Dream, my favorite bold face lie
You too can achieve happiness
It only costs your whole life
Every paycheck goes down the drain
Feed the beast
Feed your best brothers
But never yourself
My mother’s mother
My father’s father
My greatest childhood memory is time
Nostalgic for something I never had
Like great family, beautiful community and safe sidewalks to scribble my pain away
Gunshots for fireworks
You learn the difference by ear
Busted caps and roaches scatter the floor
Pick up the rich man’s innocence and smoke it
Raw laws
Unholy pastors
Teenagers with bloodshot eyes
Working girls discovering the power they hold
Stray cats and runaway dogs
We’re all searching for a home to call our own
I can’t afford a house but I could swallow your spit, if you promise a heart to hold
A chest to lay my respect on
A throat for my claws to dig into
I’ll do it for a buck, I’ll do it for a cigarette
I’m the easiest girl in town
“One of the prettiest girls in the world”
At least that’s what Mr. John tells me
Little loves, big mistakes
Living with no warranty
Loving with no rubber lining
She does it for the money
A virgin in theory
A sl-t in practice
If chasing bliss is blasphemous
So be it
F-k god and me after
He’s such a whiney baby
Nobody’s listening to him anymore
If you have no one to pray for or to
Bow down and get on your knees
I’m the dark princess seducing sin
American Trash disguised as a Genesis Goddess
A myth is only so til proven otherwise
So say my name 3 times and I might just pop up, between your thighs
Hahaha… #lanadelrey, #darkfeminine, #y2k
