even simon Sinek says find your why and I feel this whole idea of finding your why is even more important in mania I feel mania actually allows us to find and connect with our why one of my wise was people are suffering and there's homeless people out there and there shouldn't be homeless people and so and also violence against women and children and and so I didn't have to find my why it found me and that's another thing with mania as there are so many aspects to it that people are trying to search for and implement in their life by reading books and and taking workshops and then somebody that goes into mania or manic consciousness is gifted all of that but usually they fall on their face at some point and then all the gift part that is kind of far removed is forgotten about and that's why I think it's important to harvest one's mania so if somebody falls on their face gets up takes wellness recovery action plan takes bipolar and order and different courses in order to get some function back once a person gets a function back it's important to go back and harvest one's mania for the why why did I make it through that why am I here on earth why did the universe kick my ass and now I'm kind of back standing what am I going to do with the information that the universe gave me that state that experience gave me how can I harvest that to step into what I am here to do on earth my cause my why and so many of us are lacking meaning in our life and mania gives us that not only that the state of mania I actually feel is close to a flow state I feel it's actually an enhanced flow state in that a person can be in flow in daily life they don't actually have to be surfing a wave they're surfing the wave of the universe the wave of that energy and that's putting a person in flow without having to think these are the five steps to flow are these are the things i have to do know this person who has this propensity to go into this consciousness has no choice there is no choice and in that way there's focus because there's no choice so that's why i'm saying it's important to get with what it was that was the vision in that state because it's going to come back and even if a person has a sense of control over those energies it's important to be able to thrive and i feel that the most powerful way to thrive is with whatever the cause whatever the why was that you connected with in that state because that was a message that was a special message so not just about getting back in order in order to thrive it's what were the special messages and how are you going to make that relational moving forward to change the fabric of reality and that could be success that researchers are trying to figure out like how is it that someone in those states or have bipolar are successful while there's so many of these different elements that come into play throughout the process it's it changes and it reap a turns our minds and our brains and our whole bodies and it's a process that alters our process going forward so to to think how is it that a person successful you kind of have to go through it yourself in order to know otherwise you know you can just pick little bits of abstraction from one's own scientific viewpoint from observable characteristics just like somebody might think oh that person's hallucinating and they're delusional and they're this as this yet inside a person would be having the most profound experience inwardly subjectively that's repattern patterning their whole being yet to the outside looking in it just looks like a bunch of delusion so again a person even observing the success of a person in the end of the process could say oh they did this and they did this and then they did this well that would just be abstracting from the surface that has nothing to do with the actual inward alchemy the inward Alka mania that happens it has nothing to do with that so to even spend in time abstracting about it is kind of a waste of time and I wrote t