Dang! Why do I keep having the same problems in relationships that usually ensue when I hear things my new friend ain't never had said?! Why do I keep thinking everyone is out to get me in new settings? Oh yeah. Childhood trauma strikes again! Duh! My recent trauma actually relates to my childhood trauma - aha moment. Ultimately the recent betrayals in my life could never overshadow the past ones, and the fact of the matter is that betrayal by people is what I have faith in. Hate that for me.