It can be hard struggling daily to try to live up to high expectations and be who you want to be. Constantly battling whether you're doing enough or not even close. Jennifer Pan dealt with this everyday with her parents. They watched her every move and made sure she was living up to their expectations. But somewhere their expectations and what she wanted cause a riff and she began trying to find a way out. When she thought enough was enough she let her emotions get the best of her and made a rash decision.