In this raw and unfiltered episode I share more about my recent experience with plant medicine and what it was like for me to sit in ceremony with the grandmother Ayahuasca and the grandfather San Pedro.
I’m not an expert but I hope my personal journey can shine a little light and understanding into the curious hearts here.
There is so much more I wanted to share about my recent journey with #plantmedicine, but I also just really want to take my time to continue integrating the immensity of it. I have received so much healing + the plants have shown me the path, now it’s my responsibility to fully implement my learnings.
My intentions were to face my own demons, to truly get to know myself on a deeper level, to heal ancestral trauma and understand my childhood wounds. I got exactly out of the ceremony what I needed although it was one of the toughest weekends of my life which felt like never ending...
My deep rooted pain around my sense of unworthiness and feeling unlovable came up through memories from the past I had completely forgotten about + it gave me insights into my relationship with my dad and how to find forgiveness through the Ho’oponopono prayer.
What felt like one big dark night of the soul, also makes me feel most grateful now to have gone this deep and surrendered to the journey, to fully understand my patterns.
We truly heal in safe spaces and I feel like I am forever transformed by this intelligent love and teachings of the plants.
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