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Episode 41 | Going Off All Of My Meds!? 2019 Update... You won't believe it...
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I have reached an internal crisis that has prevented me from achieving success at living my life. I have stopped 3 medications at one point for a month and it all went downhill from there. I've decided to put myself back on cymbalta to make life a little more tolerable. I've been so hard on my self for my increasing weight gain (175.8 lbs), 4.4 lbs up from last month 2/9/19 - 3/9/19 that it has triggered negative energy and I've become increasingly suicidal. I even put a time limit to how long I should live which was 12/31/2019. I believe that since I am 32, not married (nor divorced), have no kids, my popularity on youtube composing is going no where, and the fact that I have no stable job are reasons why I have threatened to commit suicide at a set date.
Listen further for more information. Do not hesitate to reach out if you feel it is necessary. Comments always welcomed.
P.S. I only wanted to reduce my medications so I could lose weight but its not working. Plenty of people on my other videos suggest I get off all of my medications. So far not a very good idea.
NOTE: I mean lithium 1200 mg at 0:52
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Morning:
1. Cymbalta (60 MG)
2. Metaprolol (50 MG)
3. Fish Oil (300 mg)
4. Multivitamin (Mens)
Night
1. Latuda (80 MG)
2. Klonapin (.5 MG)
3. Fish Oil (300 MG)
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