I been doing a lot of thinking this weekend also sorry if my voice sounded low I was at my desk didn’t want anyone hearing my whole conversation lol none the less I’m telling you when you spend time and sit with yourself everything will start to fall in place and make sense just relax and allow the healing process to take over and remember pain is normal but don’t Beat yourself up too much over the things you cannot change. 2021 will be the best year yet I’m wishing us all love and happiness. The sound is so low I’m so sorry turn your volume up or put headphones in next time I’ll be louder I promise my voice picks up more as you listen. 😩