I'm late. Usually I make these just a day ahead of time to release at 6am. Today, this isn't being released until well after 9am. I hate being late. It is probably my least favorite feeling. I get filled with anxiety and guilt because I feel like I'm stealing moments of precious life from people when I'm late for them.
But maybe I also am never late because it gives me a powerful hill to stand on and lord over others. With my feelings so of guilt for being late for others comes a parallel feeling of self-righteousness when others are late for me. How dare they! I would never! I get to say.
Well, today I'm late. And maybe I need to learn a lesson and reflect on the attributes of my character, and what I'm really getting out of them. Maybe my assets have a dark side and I need to let that go. Maybe this is what they mean by pride is the sin that begets all others.
