First of all, there are a few fans who paid my rent during a live stream the other day. Which is incredible! I feel that paying it forward is necessary, and I discuss the natural internal conflict there; that is a legitimate wrestle. Self-control being another wrestle, and one that's constant in nature too. It can inflict a lot of damage we either do not see, or do not care about. 'People pleasing' being among those as well, serving as a habitually self-inflicted wound for many of us.
