I've been having some friction in a relationship
They were bossing me around
Controlling me
Telling me what to do
And I wanted, I needed, it to stop
It was upsetting to me
I was provoked
But I now know without question that I can only receive what I am being
So what am I being?
Every shadow contains a gift
Our pain points to where we are not yet free
While it was very tempting to "correct" her, or to provoke her back in reaction, or to blame myself for creating pain, I choose something altogether different
I asked myself- show me what I don't see about this situation
What am I protecting?
Where is the pain within me?
How do I shift toward more love within me?
And my inquiry was richly rewarded - almost immediately (which in my experience doesn't always happen)
Resting inwardly I was drawn to a specific video from the Gene Keys community
Randomly the host was talking about Gene Key 39; The Siddhi of Liberation, the Gift of Dynamism, and the Shadow of Provocation - the Gene Key of my Radiance
I was provoked!
And here was a response
I sat down and listened, willing to hear something new
Energy flowed, new connections, insights, new ways of seeing myself, and new ways of relating to life opened up within me
Open mindedness engenders open heartedness
I was oriented back inward
This is for me, this isn't something I do toward her or the situation, this is something I do within me
The provocation is an invitation
It's pointing to a blockage within me
Something old is in the way of my liberation
This circumstance is only making me aware of a blockage I was unaware I had
But don't I want her to stop treating me that way?
Sure, but that will come
It begins with me
Release the block that creates the trigger and we set ourselves free
And our Gene Keys profile shows us the way
When I first began my journey with the Gene Keys it was a bit overwhelming
I didn't really understand how to do it or how it would help me
What I've come to see is The Art of Contemplation gently guides us inward
It becomes a practice
One we improve at over time
And I truly believe this is a skill anyone, everyone can learn
Wishing you a great week, and sending you power for your pauses
What’s happening for you on your journey?
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