Welcome to Episode 145 of my podcast The view from the crow's nest. And it is Tuesday the 27th of October 2020. And, yeah, I'm frustrated today. I've been struggling the last couple of days struggling to focus. Struggling to be motivated but principally, I think I'm feeling overwhelmed again there's so many projects so many things I'm trying to do and I'm not, I don't feel like I'm achieving any of them and certainly I don't feel like I'm getting any creative stuff done. Which is frustrating I forgot to say in yesterday's podcast I woke up yesterday morning with a film idea in my head. And it's kind of like a cross between groundhog day and day after tomorrow like a romantic sci fi disaster film. And because I think it's quite good idea is quite cool. I won't go into more detail but um yeah we'll come with that and then of course, I found other things I needed to do with my day important things. And didn't get round to doing anything about it and won't get around to doing anything about it for a long time. So I'm feeling frustrated because ideas come songs come stuffs waiting for me to work on, and I'm just not making the time to do it, which would be okay if I was at the same time, you know, getting other things done or moving projects forward big time. But I don't feel that I am that at all. I think it's this particular period these last couple of months, there's just been a lot of upheaval. A lot of things that really were important took up, immediate time like moving house and all of the associated things with that and all the things about trying to get my residency transferred and blah blah blah. And so, yeah, of course valid, you know valid reasons. But it doesn't stop me feeling like I'm not getting anywhere like come, swimming, but just treading water effectively. So, yeah that's that's the view from the crow's nest today I didn't really feel like I did anything I mean, the day started late anyway and then I had a zoom call with a potential supplier for worldschooling hub. And then by the time that finished is basically lunchtime and then you know time does disappears and tomorrow morning I'll have training with Abdel my trainer. And by the time that's all done dusted it'll be kind of late morning close to lunch and in the day will seem to have disappeared again so I feel I want a bit of a groundhog day a bit of a treadmill and don't really feel like I'm making progress. Although sure I am making progress, but it just doesn't feel like it. So that's B. That's my day. Nothing more to add. If you're about on Twitter and you want to add something hit me up at Romeo Crow, otherwise I will be back tomorrow and who knows, maybe all things will be different than Toodle Pip.
