Welcome to Episode 174 of my podcast interview from the crow's nest, and it is Friday. 11th of December 2020, and she is so I forgot to do basically yeah forgot to my podcast yesterday, but I can sum it up as yesterday I was feeling a little bit low because I felt like I feel like moment, I'm in a kind of combination of Groundhog Day, and I'm not making any impact with everything that I'm doing. Like, I know that I'm working I know that I'm progressing with stuff, but they're not having. They're not seeming to have any impact and, you know, kind of feel like the I'm talking workwise you know the things that I'm doing I could just basically give up and do nothing and just watch Netflix for six months, and basically no one really notice and nothing would really change. You know when there won't be anything lost, and it's probably a bit overly, you know overly critical, but I just feel that the last few projects I've done have been real kind of non starters. You know, for example, grip this guy, the grip this guy experience a lot of time into that kind of a lot of hours into that. And it basically just kind of came and went and I really think anybody really either went through it properly or did all the things that I had set up for it. Certainly not. You know, I didn't really seem to get that feedback. I did ask people what they thought of it and I got a lot of people saying, I loved it. But the actions of people actually doing stuff doesn't by the status doesn't matter like people did take much action. So again, a lot of effort, very little impact of the back of it, my calendar was another project. It wasn't anywhere near as much effort certain certainly not as much effort as I put in last year last year I put in a lot of effort into the calendar with extra staff and blah blah, and the impact was about equal from this year to last year. But just, I haven't received the calendar I'm not going to get a copy for myself. You know the basically I ordered what was necessary wasn't going to ship it to Italy. And so, so there's kind of nothing tangible there you know it was kind of like Well, again, grip this guy experience, yes it lives, great this guy calm but it's not exactly tangible. My calendars know exactly, yeah. The big impact tangible audience ninja. Yeah, we got a few clients, but it's, again it's not really want to want to do, number one and number two. Just. Yes, not much impact worldschooling habits, again it's a that probably will have a fair amount of impact when I finish it, but it's again another project that's half done not finished, you know, and a blind eye to love my album, you know I'm getting through it, I'm putting in the work, and it's progressing and you know it's sounding good, but um, you know, it's not finished it's another project that's kind of half baked, and hopefully when I finish it you know I can release and hopefully get a bit of impact with it, we'll see. But I just feel at the moment you know I'm putting in time and putting in effort, but it's not really, it's not really seeming to to get me anywhere or move any anything. Notice that before. And again, I might be doing myself a bit of a disservice and equally have to so you know before you can reap anything. So, you know, this is all fair enough. But there's just how affiliate moment and Groundhog Day because you know I'm at home. I just go through the same routine every morning is doing kind of chores around the house or store working, you know, training, and you know try and do some stuff with the kids afternoons working and then it's evening it's dinner and then it's, you know, get the kids to bed and tidy up and do the washing up and then plan it to bed. So, Also I think you know the the COVID situation not having any real outdoor social life or outdoor life, it now being winter, and around here there's nothing doing in the winter and it's kind of semi locked out. So I think that that's you know that's all having an impact. Fast forward to tod
