yesterday i realized that i hadn't had this reoccurring nightmare in a long time. and when i started to think about this nightmare and what it was i realized it was my soul. my soul trying to save me. my soul calling out and trying to scare me out of my own blindness. i would go on to ignore this and think nothing of it. i had this nightmare for 10 years straight and about a year ago i was having it almost weekly for about four months straight. and i thought nothing of it...
