but what if I like it this way more? (Originally recorded sept 6th 2024 and also around 10:20 I meant I’ve been called to let go of sticking to that rule of thinking I should be punished or taught harsh lessons after indulgence unless it’s truly necessary or if it’s truly something I need to wake me up if I’m going down the wrong path by overly indulging. Overall I still believe I’m better off without those things but was being shown to give myself more grace when it comes to moments where I may feel called to go back. This helped to eliminate a lot of shame and anxiety which helped to cut back indulgence more)