Porto, tattoos, ejaculation. Fun explorations. Life is grand you guys, come get dirty with me out in this mad world. Dong Diary
All I want to do is cum
I’m an addict to the squirt
It’s not the worst thing in the world
No one gets hurt
No plots unfurled
It does leave me a empty feeling
One of missed connections
Grasping for meaning
I seek the peak experience
Of life itself
With plenty of trail and error
Masterbation isn’t doing me any favors
It’s taking me far far away
Taking me away from pushing play
Seeking out partners in crime
Releasing my power
Devaluing my glorious goldmine
I’ve done both
Celibate
Deviant
I’m headed somewhere between it
Between brith and death
A fine line that sometimes gets wet
It gets murky in the waters of exploration
Patterns get lost
Friends are missed
It’s hard to process
The ineffable bliss
Jerking my poor dick
Is not the solution to my problem
It’s just keeping me from
Human connection
How have we come to cool to connect
How is watching the latest murder porn
More important than diving in
Getting dirty
Getty wet
Lowering expectations
Mind set
Witnessing the thinker
Laughing at their blunders
Removing ourselves from any lie
A lie is a truth
Not said in the moment
A truth that lives within
Unless we divulge it
The truth is we are all monkeys
Playing it cool in the face of eternity
Deeper experiences
Exploration
Rumination
Any and all will always exist
There are endless paths
Infinite possibilities
Always and forever
Whatever we are doing
Someone else is doing it better
Worse
Someone is doing it while riding a rainbow painted half man half horse unicorn of sorts
Until we bring the conscious conscious
The path will be chosen for us
Wings clipped
Opportunities missed
Lowering the possibility of exploring
The indescribable
Ineffable
Uncontrollable
Warmmmmmmmm
and gooeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
bliss
