Being home most likely for spring breakup and I have a lot of mixed emotions.
There is no more money going to be put in the bank account...only withdrawn.
There is mixed feelings about sitting around all week hoping to see my kids because they live with their mom while going through a separation and impending divorce.
Before I quit drinking almost 2 years ago, this would be the time to catch up with the boys, find time to unwind in the garage.
What happens though when breakup goes 1-8 months and you are now finding excuses to drink and waste the day away over and over?
What happens when the money you relied on to get you through a month or 2 and buy a bunch of shiny things only to not get a job for 1-8months when projects that were supposed to start get delayed or deferred?
What happens when you are not used to be home though and your partner and you are not used to being together for a night, let alone months a time?
I believe we have all been there who live this isolated lifestyle and how do you deal with the guilt, the shame, the anger, the frustration?
This is the discussion of SPRING BREAKUP.
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