Wanting something really badly means that you care, and that’s a good thing. Remember that the goal in life isn’t to avoid all negative feelings, because if you did that, you’d rarely put yourself out there and try reach your goals.
There are times in our lives where we anticipate big news, and we’re almost always concerned that things want to go our way. Unfortunately these are often the times where sleep suffers and you spend most of the early morning hours with very deep and dark thoughts about what the future might bring.