2019 is going to be end soon. When 2019 start you promises a lot to yourself and your loved once. You gave purpose to your life. Self commitment to achieve that dreams but have you started working on your dreams? If not then start working on it, you have still 3 months just start don't think what people think and what they will say. At least you will not regret by end of the year 2019 that you didn't start working on yourself. Just think wisely.