It's very hard to not realize all the different things that you have to go through when you're grieving the end of a relationship. The biggest part is of course the relationship part and knowing that your present and your future are not going to be what you had imagined. But what I wasn't focusing on are all of the unanswered questions and things that we were dealing with while in a relationship / friendship. And how my empathy is still wanting to make sure that he is okay. And that me holding on to those final answers is probably not a good thing. So with this podcast I will release all of that energy to the universe so that I can move on and even though I do care I cannot wait to close that chapter so it's going to be closed without answers.
