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I think I have driven a few friends mad lately with this!
Recently I have had recurring dreams and signs that I will win the Lotto.
The last few days, I have had SO many shifts around money. I have felt things come up that I didn't even know existed. Our subconscious mind is responsible for many things, including our belief system. I thought I had worked through many money blockages when I wrote my book, but this is on another level. I had never questioned my relationship with money to the extent I had done when I thought I would win large sums.
I had so much fear that:
+ Money would change me
+ My friends and family would not be happy with the amounts I gifted them
+ I had to give the money away the moment it hit the bank
+ I would lose control and spend it all in a year
+ I would lose all of my family and friends
+ It would cause arguments.
The list was endless.
I decided to journal what I felt, and then I slowly started seeing where everything stemmed from. Finally, it all went back to my conditioning. The source of my programming.
I have been so lucky to have discovered the Freedom Era. This platform helps you build a thriving business and has countless workshops and masterclasses designed to support you. Working through the Money Mindset classes over the last couple of days has helped me process and recondition my old belief system.
Winning the Lotto seemed terrifying because I didn't believe I was worthy. Also, I couldn't imagine "holding" that amount of money. I have always been in debt for most of my life, so feeling in abundance seemed alien to me. Then there was all that fear! I felt like I couldn't be given money! I used to find it difficult to accept a coffee from someone. Receiving was a new skill I had to learn, and I learnt it from having Harrison. I never used to have any money, so when he was first born, people kindly gifted me clothes and other items.
So if I wasn't ready to win large sums of money.... Was I ready to earn it? You don't have to win the Lotto to become a millionaire. Money is money.
Over the last few days, I have worked through what I learnt from my parents regarding money.
+ What was my environment like between the ages of birth to seven, and what language was used to describe money?
+ What beliefs around money have I had for my adult years?
+ What has been the primary money theme in my life?
+ Do I believe I deserve money and to spend it on myself?
+ What words do I use to describe money?
+ How do I speak to money?
+ And if money was a person, what would our relationship look like?
As for winning the Lotto, it could have all been a metaphor. My brain could have been telling me to let go of old beliefs that no longer serve me. I guess I need to buy a ticket to find out! I'm now ready to win!
