1 prose and 2 poetry, from October 20, 2025. It's been a very long time since I've posted anything on here. I think I felt discouraged that the podcast wasn't blowing up and for some reason I thought it would be a magically quick and amazing process of reaping bounteous rewards from simply sharing vulnerability with the world. I assumed everyone would be attracted to it automatically and my sensitivity would be seen and congratulated. Assumptions and expectations are an interesting thing, it is wonderful to have a brain with so much thinking power; but it's also an inaccurate place to live.
I have decided to no longer attach my expectations with lack of promotional marketing. I am a projector, not a generator. I don't have the spoons or the energy or the motivation to do all that it would take to get my voice heard. I will become active again doing what I love, which is sharing my heart with the universe even if no one is listening. I do it because it's who I am, and I will trust that those who need to hear this will find their way to this podcast. And maybe doing this is only for my own personal benefit, and for me that is enough. I am enough, as I am.
