Back after another hiatus and I’m officially into the second year of my grief. How has time stood still but also ran away with us? Talking all the firsts in this episode, the first Christmas and the first anniversary. As always, she is just brain dumping on you with no plans or structure behind these episodes!! Just chatting as it comes, & please excuse little miss potty mouth, she needs to work on that… to carry on the chats: TikTok/ Instagram: @hotmessbut.blessed