As human beings, we naturally have a dual nature, and that's okay! It's okay to be human and have both serving and non-serving parts of us! It is who we are!
When we accept ALL parts of us, not just the serving, we overcome the downward spiral that comes with "shutting off" or denying parts of who we are that ultimately don't disappear, rather, they fester inside of us until they blow up (and often at others causing more issues in our lives that we have to deal with). When we accept ALL parts of us, we enlighten ourselves by alleviating the stress, tension, and pressure that comes with thinking we shouldn't be a certain way and uplifts us to more easily embrace what serves us (and what we want) in the moments when our non-serving side arises.
It's okay to be you, ALL of you! Accept who you are and let it take you to where you want to go!