In part 2 of the conversation, Sandra reflects on her experience growing up in a cult and the challenges she faced in developing her sense of self. She discusses the deep sense of community and shared experiences within the cult, as well as the loneliness and struggle to connect with others outside of it. Sandra also opens up about her battle with suicidal thoughts and her reliance on alcohol as a coping mechanism. The conversation highlights the subtle erosion of self and the power dynamics within cults, as well as the importance of healing and finding one's own path. Sandra reflects on her relationship with her mother and the challenges they faced due to their different experiences in the cult. She discusses the difficulty of fully expressing her feelings about the cult with her parents and the transformation their relationship has gone through over the years. Sandra also talks about the healing process she and her mother are going through and the challenges of building trust with herself. She shares her desire to write a business plan and pursue her dreams, despite the fear of failure.
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More about Sandra:
My name is Sandra Huitt and I'm a cult survivor, cycle breaker, and activist. I studied World Religion and History to check the accuracy of what I was taught as a child and I remain a passionate student in those fields as there's always more to learn. A decade of social work and pediatric counseling aligns with my belief that a rising tide lifts all boats. Vulnerability is one of my superpowers and I use it often to discuss my journey through healing to encourage others to find their path. Traveling the world to absorb the beauty of other cultures lights me on fire and singing my heart out makes my soul happy.
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cult, leaving, healing, othering, fitting in, struggle, parents, anger, belonging, identity, trust, self-love, healing, demystify, self-worth
