You're not going to wanna miss this one. From laughter and reflection on having enough in life to tears of missing my adult children, its an emotional whirlwind.
Seriously, this evening's dinner invited in some cognitive struggles. The words I wanted to say seemed just out of reach, leaving me grasping for sentences, feeling exhausted, and honestly, a bit frustrated. So, heightened emotions are to be expected. Part of the precious nature of this digital medium is the ability to express my lows and emerge out of them with you.
This evening I was reflecting that I'm not at a low in my life; I'm simply navigating through another phase of growth. It demands a recalibration of my attitude and actions to align with my present circumstances.
Remembering my drinking days, it struck me how nothing ever seemed to be enough. There was always a yearning for more—more drink, more money, more love. I was haunted by a fear of abandonment, yet ironically, I was the absent one.
What I have is enough. Feelings can be complex, but without the ability to feel them sober, I would miss out on the serenity of moments like I had tonight with my niece and my boyfriend.
If you've been touched by this message, share it with someone who might be wrestling with their own narrative of 'enough.'
