I closed the door with a thud squinting with my bloodshot eyes as the first rays of sunlight struck my face. An overwhelming feeling of nausea came over me.
Maybe it was the obscene amount of alcohol flooding my bloodstream. Maybe it was the five caps of MDMA I had consumed over the course of 5 hours or maybe it was the overwhelming guilt and sadness that was washing over me like a scolding hot shower.
I had just cheated on my girlfriend of two years. I had no excuse, no reason & no clear idea on what the f*ck to do now. Was I becoming the person that I had always dreaded I might become? Was I turning out to be just like my father?
I picked up my phone & for the first time in 12 hours I did the right thing. She answered and at the sound of her sweet and caring voice I lost all control. I burst into tears and confessed everything & then I made the biggest mistake of my life. I left. I ran from my problems & committed to becoming the person I despised the most.
How the f*ck did I let this happen?
Why do we cheat on each other?
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