Why can’t I just be fucking happy? Why can’t I let go of my misery and enjoy my life?
I guess I can sum it up in one word…depression.
How did I get to that?
How did I become the person who was so angry and mad at everyone and everything that it blinded me to so much?
I couldn’t see straight. I couldn’t appreciate all the good things staring me right in the face. I’d look around them to prove to myself that only bad things existed.
Because that was all I deserved!
Nothing but misery!
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My mind won’t shut the fuck up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am.
And, I’ve fucken had ENOUGH!
The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore.
But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single fucked up word it has ever spoken to me.
This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years.
So, enjoy my fucked up thoughts every fortnight.
With work, home life, family and all of that stuff, fortnightly is all I can achieve right now. And, that’s ok! I’m here. I’m doing it. I’m loving it.
So, keep on shouting “SHUT THE FUCK UP!”.
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Remember…
There is no love outside of you greater than the love inside of you.
Listen. Learn. Love.
Kelly
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