In this deeply feminine, non-linear episode, Jess Fenton shares a personal update from her spiritual journey, weaving together biblical symbolism, Jungian individuation, alchemical stages of consciousness, dream symbolism, and the energetic architecture of vision.
This episode explores why miracles require structure, why true creation happens in privacy, and how closing the door protects faith, momentum, and manifestation. Jess reflects on the Widow’s Oil from the Book of Kings, the alchemical stages of nigredo, albedo, and rubedo, heightened intuition, mirror dynamics, compassion, and what it means to start from the pinnacle rather than the bottom.
A transmission for those walking the deeper layers of consciousness — especially those carrying large visions that must be protected, not explained.
Feminine consciousness and non-linear storytelling
The Widow’s Oil: abundance, vessels, and structure
Why miracles happen in silence
Closing the door to protect faith, vision, and momentum
Individuation as an archetypal journey
The alchemical stages:
Nigredo – the dark night of the soul
Albedo – the return to light and orientation
Rubedo – integration and embodiment
Heightened intuition and seeing what others cannot see
Becoming a mirror — and why others may react
Dream symbolism as spiritual signposting
Compassion, forgiveness, and broken-heartedness
Empathy vs. empath identity
Working privately on a sacred vision
Dopamine, fantasy, and premature disclosure
Starting from the pinnacle rather than the bottom
Why manifesting at the highest level can feel easier
Enthusiasm as a frequency that attracts resources, people, and wealth
(0:02) Welcome to the Spiritualised Podcast
(0:08) Sharing a personal spiritual update
(0:32) A feminine, non-linear journey through consciousness
(1:05) The story of the Widow’s Oil
(2:47) Abundance requires vessels and structure
(3:22) “Shut the door” — privacy, silence, and miracles
(4:30) Leadership, action, and the absence of hesitation
(5:58) Individuation and the alchemical journey
(6:05) Nigredo: the dark night of the soul
(7:27) Albedo: returning to the light
(8:05) Moving through deeper layers of darkness and light
(9:06) Heightened intuition and deep perception
(11:12) Seeing soul contracts and unconscious agreements
(11:46) Becoming a mirror for others
(13:12) Symbolism, dreams, and orientation
(13:54) A dream of ascent, thresholds, and initiation
(17:11) Signs of entering the albedo phase
(19:25) Compassion, forgiveness, and broken-heartedness
(21:25) Compassion through the Gene Keys lens
(22:29) Protecting a sacred creation in silence
(23:53) Dopamine, fantasy, and premature sharing
(25:12) Starting from the pinnacle
(26:36) Why high-level creation feels easier
(28:49) Enthusiasm, community, and prosperity
Where in your life are you being asked to shut the door — not out of fear, but out of devotion to your vision?
What vessels are you being called to create so abundance has somewhere to flow?
