This podcast episode explores the feeling of existential dread and anxiety experienced by the host, Fenrir. He uses the analogy of humans being like gods to ants, illustrating our own insignificance in the grand scheme of the universe1. Fenrir examines the concept of "mono no aware", finding beauty in impermanence, like cherry blossoms2. He encourages listeners to embrace the questions that arise from existential anxiety and to live fully, finding meaning in small moments and connections