This episode is a reflection of the relief I felt when I came home from a walnutting - Louie and I went out (again). I felt the dread from everything I said and I felt the squishiness of not wanting to go back to normal. I am finding it very hard to try and be brave and get out there, while also just enjoy being present and in our little bubble - because I know, I will blink, and I'll be "back to normal"
