Tides of duality. Waves of emotions. Oceans of conflicting feelings. A burst. Multiple bursts. I don’t even know. I can’t even know. I am not sure. What am I even feeling right now? Anxiety. Deep. Rooted. Anchored anxiety. Drowning. Coughing myself into existence. I am lost. I am confused. Can someone please help me? The ocean is closing down on me. The waves. There are too many. It’s getting tighter and tighter. I can’t breathe.