In this episode of the NEXT podcast, we dive into one of life’s pivotal crossroads: will grief make us resilient or resentful? Jay shares his journey of wrestling with the pain of losing his wife, Christine, and how God transformed his heart through intimate conversations, worship, and a deep hunger for His Word. Explore how desperate resilience is cultivated—not by escaping pain, but by inviting God into the hardest moments. You’ll learn how surrendering to God’s promises can reshape your perspective and give you the strength to face the “why me” questions with a faith-filled “why not me.”