There are moments in life when something happens, life alters, and your entire perception transforms instantly. For Carrie Maldonado, that's not how it went down. She had been living a comfortable life: a successful corporate career and a relationship with someone who was perfect for all intents and purposes--but it was a lie. From eating disorders lasting from her teenage years well into adulthood to alcohol addiction, and finally a suicide attempt, Carrie shares how she went about life trying to fill a constant void . . . and how she finally learned to show up and be who she was created to be.