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With nearly a decade between them in age, Amanda and her youngest sister Allison lived through the same traumatic events but with very different lenses. In this episode they share their truths, laugh through the pain, and reflect on what it was like to witness their mom struggle and die from addiction.

 If you’ve ever been touched by addiction, we hope it brings you comfort, connection, or even just a moment of resonance.If addiction has ever touched your life, we hope this offers comfort, connection, or simply a moment of being seen.

Content Warning: This episode contains discussions of substance use, abuse, and domestic violence. Please listen with care.

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Resources

988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

SAMHSA’s National Helpline, 1-800-662-HELP (4357)

RAINN

National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-7233



00:34The Impact of Addiction on Family Dynamics

02:20Contrasting Memories: Before and After Addiction

03:18The Transformation of a Parent

05:34Discovering Hidden Truths

09:23Navigating the Aftermath of Loss

16:55Confronting Substance Misuse

18:35Family Dynamics and Trust Issues

20:47The Impact of Addiction on Relationships

23:41Navigating Responsibility and Guilt

26:26Cycles of Abuse and Helplessness

31:39Therapeutic Insights and Reflections

34:07Navigating Therapy and Family Dynamics

35:10The Impact of Loss: Personal Reflections

37:31Grief and Memory: Coping with a Mother's Death

40:22Complicated Grief: Unresolved Issues and Trauma

42:21The Weight of Expectations: Love and Responsibility

45:39Compassion vs. Forgiveness: A Complex Relationship

53:50Navigating Dysfunction and Humor

54:36 Financial Struggles and Family Dynamics

55:44Reflections on the Past and Personal Growth

57:20The Impact of Loss on Personal Development

59:29Resentments and Healing from the Past

01:03:39Cherishing Memories and Humor in Grief