Trigger warning: This episode includes raw reflections on miscarriage, grief, and physical trauma. Please take care as you listen.
This is an episode I never wanted to record. A few months ago, I found out I was pregnant again. This episode includes my raw, real-time reflections during my miscarriage. I was still carrying the baby when I wrote this but my baby's heart had stopped beating.
I’ve taken time to process before publishing, but I’m still healing. If you’ve known this kind of loss, I am so sorry. I hope this story makes you feel less alone.
In this episode, I talk about:
🤍 The moment we saw the heartbeat—and the moment we didn’t
🤍 What it feels like to carry grief in your body
🤍 Wrestling with faith, silence, and the temptation to blame
🤍The ache of well-meaning spiritual platitudes that only hurt more
🤍 How I’m learning to hold space for grief, confusion, and trust at the same time
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