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My Beautiful Shadow
I have done a lot of shadow work in the last 10 years. Yet, my shadow and I are still just barely friends. She doesn’t trust me, and she has no reason too. I have spent a lot of time making amends for the torture I put her through, and the abuse. She was never me after all, she is a part of my mind that I put alot of pressure on to do the job of the self instead of doing it myself because I was too afraid too. I still do this from time to time I'm not perfect (shocking I know). But I hope she knows that I love her and that it still can make me cry still to think about what I put her through. Will I ever forgive myself, I don't know.
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