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These days, Saturn and Mars are joining forces in the 17th Gate of Opinions—an energy whose overarching theme is captured in a this line:
“The ancient law that those (thoughts) who wish to rule must know how to serve.”
There’s something inherently paradoxical in this joining of forces. Saturn carries the weight of discipline, structure, and the archetypal father - authority, responsibility, and long-term stability. Mars, on the other hand, moves with raw drive, impulse, and a more immature, son-like force that wants to act, push forward, and claim space.
The meeting of these two, brings forward a strong inner tension that I’ve been enmeshed within for a while now:-)These planets bring forward themes that tend to become deeply personal.
Lately, I’ve been experiencing this as an internal revisiting of psychological patterns connected to my father. Not in a dramatic or overt way, but in a subtle, persistent questioning of how I hold myself - especially when it comes to stability, structure, and self-support.
A core theme in my life has been this tension:How do I provide for myself - emotionally, structurally, financially - in the way that was once provided to me?
Despite having skills and awareness, I’ve often struggled to establish financial and professional stability. There’s also been an ongoing challenge in creating an inner structure that truly supports me—something that feels steady, reliable, and aligned, rather than forced. Whenever I find myself in an environment where such structure is provided, I see I benefit tremendously from it so having it be part of my internal environment would be really supportive towards myself.
With this current energy, all of that feels amplified.
It’s as if the internal “father” and “son” are in conversation - the part of me that feels immature and the part that speaks of discipline, responsibility, and maturity.
And somewhere between the two lies the lesson of the 17th Gate:
To learn how to serve my own life with both clarity and commitment.
This moment doesn’t feel like resolution yet.It feels like a reorganization.
A quiet, sometimes uncomfortable, but necessary process of learning how to become the one who provides stability from within.
That’s what I’m processing under this conjunction of Mars and Saturn, I wonder how things flow for you?
The Neutrino Weather for this week is available to the Inner Circle.
This is a week of with a lot of pressure on the Heart Center. From an aware perspective, we’re all under the influence of Neutrino Weather that is asking us to stay in tune with the energy of affection, of realising our deeply human nature and as one human family, the affection we can show towards each other. [See the Neutrino Weather full video in the inner circle bellow]
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